Well there's alot of really stressful stuff going on here so i guess I'll start at the beginning.


Lately I've been getting very few hours at work and this week i haven't gotten any, i confronted my manager about it felt kind of bad about it but at the same time i really had to find out what was going on. I don't know whats going to happen if they are just going to let me go or what but if i get another week off my plan is to try to get my GED. It's really irritating because i can go in and get more done in a 2-3 hour shift then some people get done in a whole day and the fact that i get angry by the fact that i do extra stuff and still get sent to do the work of other people who just stand around and do nothing but talk is the reason i get this shit happening to me.


Recently my father hit his chest and my mom forced him to go to the ER, they found something on his lungs filled with liquid. It turns out that there's a good chance that he needs surgery where they crack open his chest and operate on his lungs. If this does happen he needs round the clock care. Plus there is my grandma who requires knee replacement surgery because she tore several ligaments in her knee and if she gets the surgery she will also need round the clock care. If either of them do get the surgery they need an all time care taker which would be my mom who is going to try to find a way to get transferred to become my grandma's caretaker and get paid for it.


As for my current computer it's gotten to the point where it takes nearly an hour or so just to turn it on and get it running and at that point it's power source is so unstable that I'm lucky if i can get it to stay on for more then an hour or two at a time.


So this is going to be an extremely stressful next couple weeks. Lets hope everything goes well nothing bad happens and life can resume as it was.